Title: Unusual Way
Author: [Yakitoki]
Fandom: Naruto [Akatsuki]
Pairing: Sasori/OC
*Rating: T-16+
Summary: Was he really staying for good? For so long she had waited for him to come back. Now that he is, what kind of love awaits them now? Warning for my badly explict text and poorly sappy plot.
Author’s Notes: Just a Spin the Bottle thing that never really was. I haven’t visited Quizilla much so I don’t know how it works but I hope I made some “improvements.” Oh, and she doesn’t have a name so, you can make up one for yourself.
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“Do I have to? You guys have no idea how much work I have to finish before the end of the day.” I whined. I wasn’t lying, there really was. “Stupid Leader-sama…” But I didn’t complain about that. This game I was playing, the guys here had too much free time.
“Come on, Marieru-chan. Have some fun for once!” Deidara complained, shoving the bowl full of pieces of paper towards me. The other members also urged with him. I sighed. “Looks like I have no choice in this one…” I reluctantly slid my hand in the bowl and got a piece of paper. “Timeless…” I murmured after unfolding it.
Silence was all I heard for several seconds. I mentally sighed to myself. “That’s all I had to do, huh?” As far as I can remember, someone in the room represented that word you’d pick. I didn’t know. Not like I’ve ever done this before.
“Hmph, I don’t remember placing that sort of word in there…” Deidara mumbled to him self, looking around for that person. Hidan and he were giving themselves confused looks. Even they didn’t know who it was.
“Can I please leave? I still have to practice my piano pieces…” I asked with the slightest hint of sadness in my tone. I didn’t know why. I looked at the rest of the members. I never paid much attention to my surroundings whenever everyone looked at me. Playing music’s been my favorite pastime. It’s pretty much a lot better than wasting my time locked in the closet with someone.
“Hey, why not pick anoth—!” Deidara stopped when he heard the door slam. “How dare they drag me here just to waste my time…?” I was humiliated. Whoever that “Timeless” person was, oh boy, was he up for a beating. I went back to my room and found the piano sitting there. I didn’t feel like playing at all. It was the only thing Leader-sama allowed me to take with me.
I scanned through some piano scores. Some were simple, some were complicated and I found one that I could sing with. It wasn’t much of a happy song although decided to play it since it was something I needed now. Hidan and Deidara are such idiots.”
I sat myself on the bench that came with the piano, preparing to start. The music was lovely. It was relaxing and it made me loosen up a little bit. My whole consciousness took over and I began singing to it.
In a very unusual way one time I needed you.
In a very unusual way you were my friend.
Maybe it lasted a day, maybe it lasted an hour.
But, somehow it will never end.
In a very unusual way I think I’m in love with you.
In a very unusual way I want to cry.
Something inside me goes week,
Something inside me surrenders.
And you’re the reason why,
You’re the reason why
There were footsteps getting louder but I wasn’t paying attention. My fingers moved swiftly on the keys playing the right notes. I didn’t know what I really was doing at all. The music has completely moved me. Everything that was happening felt so right, it was as though I was never mad at Deidara or Hidan at all.
You don’t know what you do to me,
You don’t have a clue.
You can’t tell what its like to be me looking at you.
It scares me so, that I can hardly speak.
My eyes were closed though I wasn’t aware. This hasn’t been the first time it happens. I was glad music took me…It was always so…so…
In a very unusual way, I owe what I am to you.
Though at times it appears I won’t stay, I never go.
Special to me in my life,
Since the first day that I met you.
How could I ever forget you,
Once you had touched my soul?
In a very unusual way,
You’ve made me whole.
“Timeless…” I heard someone whisper close to my ear. My eyes shot open. I felt cold hands holding both of my shoulders from behind. My fingers began to shiver. I stopped playing. I couldn’t turn, I didn’t want to turn. My heart started to beat like crazy. My eyes moved to the right to get a better look. “Red hair…” I gasped.
“You…you…” I stammered between breaths. I couldn’t believe it but I wanted to. So much a dream I had of him to be standing there. I felt my eyes swelling up. Tears were going to fall. Bad timing, I didn’t want them to show. Not now…
His languid features hypnotized my very being. All of the emotions that ran though my body were giving its side effects. His hands never felt so warm…why did he have to come back…?
I felt his hands move to the sides of my waist, bringing them together, extending his arms in an embrace. His head laid softly on the crane of my neck, slowly breathing on it. My fingers began to twitch as my stomach churned. My sight was beginning in a blur. I was definitely caught off guard…what should I do?
“I’m really happy…you still stayed.”He said as I felt his voice shaking. His fingers started trembling. He gasped, and held me in tighter. His lips found my neck and lightly sucked it. I held in my breath. My fingers clenched into fists. I tried to regulate my breathing but I couldn’t— not when my head was spinning. His hands were slowly moving around my lower stomach, tracing repeated curves with his fingers.
“______-chan…please, s-stop me now…”He whispered closely to my ear. I didn’t know what to say. It shamefully felt wonderful, as he also began to lick the back of my ear. He showed no sign in stopping but it started to feel light and hesitant as if, he was still giving me another chance to shove him off and run away.
I closed my eyes. I held on to his hands, and slowly untangled them apart.
END POV
He showed the slightest hint of shock as he felt shivers down his spine. He suddenly felt horrible of what he did. Did she not want him anymore, or maybe at all? He didn’t. He wanted to discovery every inch of her body and knew that he would never get tired of doing it again and again. The moment he saw her, he felt hot under his clothes. Her soft voice rang forever in his ears, almost as if telling him to come to her. He didn’t hesitate. It was too long since he last saw her. Just telling her to come back was almost too impossible. He wanted to love her, only if she would let him.
He felt like it was over. That she didn’t want to see him anymore. Maybe…just after a kiss he would be satisfied…right? No, it was all he could take from her if it were to be his last. He showed oblivious hints of sadness, as she turned her head. He shuddered again, finally seeing her face after all the lost time he didn’t spend with her. Her eyes were still glowing with an emotion he couldn’t decipher, her high cheekbones perfectly formed her face when she looked up at him. With all of his desire desperately locked within him, he held her intensely warm cheeks and lightly kissed her on the forehead.
“I’m sorry…I shouldn’t have done that…” He whispered, feeling his voice cracking. He felt awful. Even after apologizing he still wanted to feel her, to touch her, to love her…
He needed get away. Just for now, maybe she would still have love left in her to give to someone else. His mind was lying again. It was too much. Leaving was his best option. He turned away, not wanting to look back at whatever reaction she would give him. His eyes widened as he felt her hand on his.
“Sasori-kun…you’re not leaving again, are you?” Her voice was shaking, as if she was in near tears again. Her eyes were piercing the ground, as a teardrop fell after another. It was only then she realized what he was about to do. She didn’t want him to leave! But she suddenly felt like she would be just as hopeless as she was to stop him before.
That’s when it hit him. His eyes narrowed and quickly turned to look at her again. He instantly held on her shoulders and stared at her with deep concern. “No, please, don’t say that…” His expression grew softer and surprisingly more human. She was too vulnerable to ignore. She needed him still and that was all he wanted to know.
He held her again in a wholly embrace. His hands held that back of her head and her back, quickly pulling her as close as possible. He can still hear her sobs a bit louder. He bit his lower lip. This wasn’t suppose to happen. She wasn’t suppose to be crying in the first place. Her emotions were contagious. Tears never came out of his eyes, no matter how much he wanted it to.
If only he could just take back all the things he did in the past that made her cry. He hated himself to still doubt her love for him. The fact that she wanted to be held in his arms, even after all that he did to her, was more than he could take. “Please, don’t cry anymore…” He whispered along with his other endearments, trying to keep her from the thoughts that made her so. He held her tighter, keeping his body painfully close to hers. It was like he almost felt afraid that she would disappear if he let go.
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“I want you…” She almost heard herself say. It was a shameless thing for her to say but it was kept in so deeply in her heart, she had to already let it out. It didn’t matter what would happen then on. If he was going to disappear once more, at least she wouldn’t have regrets of him never knowing her feelings.
Sasori led out a half-groan, after hearing her words. So much he had dreamed of her saying it. This was finally the perfect time to make her happy. He released her from his embrace and looked at her in the eyes, trying to restrain himself from touching her. “…and I need you, love…” He kissed her softly on the cheek. She finally received the idea that it was her last chance to finally decide on her options. She looked at him with equal desire and it was all the support he needed.
He placed his mouth on hers and kissed her with all the unrestrained passion he had kept within him. His arms were wrapped around her waist, molding her body into his hardened contour as she felt his manhood throbbing hard and slowly against hers. She moaned softly and kissed him back as she placed her arms around his neck tightly, not wanting to let go. His hands moved around her body, tracing every curve, taking in anything he could get his hands on.
His lips opened as his tongue traced the thin line between her lips coaxing her to open. She didn’t hesitate and welcomed his mouth as he drove in, wanting to taste the flavor he could never get tired with. She felt electrifying shocks run down her spine as she felt all the pleasure enter her. He moaned in her lips as his hands moved in under her shirt, claiming her breasts into his palms, savoring every moment of wanting her to feel what he was feeling, until the nubs of her breasts raised stiff and perk . She let him remove her top clothing as he instantly took it in into his mouth. She gasped in pleasure as she was slowly drifting away into the oblivion he was deliberately taking them both to.
He had never felt so happy in his life. After all they had been through, all he wanted to do now was finally giving her all the love he kept from her. What a fool he was for keeping them hidden from the beginning. Now he was certain he wasn’t going to let her go.
In this unusual way…this unusual love.
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~owari~
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